haaaaaa. i just realised im posting in a ditch blog. Find my new blog if your can ((=
oh well, whatever.
SP and HRM is down.
Presentation on Mon for SP and roleplay for HRM on Tues. OSEP final interview on mon (i dread the aftermath)
Mr Tan already send me tons of information on Germany study =(((( it's damn scary.
JHkim not yet replying. nvm...i pester them on 31 Jul.
next is IB test on 15.
then WHP & coaching (OMG, major major undone project)
following IB & NSA (bigger undone project)
killing me.....................
WHP. Workplace Health Promotion. I grew on procastinating. I'm suppose to show everything by mon, but I decide not to do a single bit on a free sat. So yea...probably expect me to be on the comp the whole day on SUN, which is tmr and work like a mad cow then =(
because the whole event would be on this coming fri, 27th.
well, WHP isnt exactly my type of event. sighs... luckily my partner seems enthu about it. Stupid FSRC... why did they wanted a workout? =(
and my first ever match TOC is just only 8days away! I couldn't exactly describe how I feel after knowing that my opponent is actually a Raider, (mdn pohling and sir polo's club) Not too much of the skills that matters since I dunno her standard...but infact, was how well Sirs and Mdn coached and knew her for much longer period of time than me. It just don't feel right for sirs/mdn to teach the student to beat the trainee of their own club right? But well, just poor luck that we were drawn tgt in the first round, and someone isn't gonna walk away with a medal.
Of course I'd never doubt the professionality of my sir and mdn. and But if Sir & Mdn totally, with 100% wishing that I would be winning that match... As I said before, I really don't want to lose. It was out of question, even after knowing that the opponent and me shared the same coaches.
I'm looking forward to after TOC... time for me to concentrate in gym attachment. I probably neglected it for the whole week long already.
I will START arranging PFA, PT for my client and I really need stop using TOC as an excuse of maintaining my weight. its a nice way of saying *winks* haha
So well... life's pretty full now.
EPM was a blast and its officially over alr. I total up the total pages of reports I did for EPM and it a whooping 50pages!!!
Freaky. I didn't even know how did I manage that 50pages in the first place where I had like school from mon-sun.
Thanks Mr James Wong for torturing us, like seriously. Ironically, I appreciate it when people pushed me hard on. James Wong was definitely the different one and special one who did so. I sincerely thk him from the bottom of my heart for that past 2 mths. I guess I probably learnt many stuffs under EPM. The pushing from EPM allows me to see how much more potential I have and how many weakness which I had yet to cover up for.
As I submit all the reports already, this was really once that I hope to get a decent grade. Because I really put in my most efforts into it. but everyone in the class probably do. really really... I wanted to get an A or GPA above 3 badly this time round. Anything below that, i would just....i don't know, like seriously.
The line of betrayal doesn't really sounds good, isn't so? My peer evaluation sheet was full of comments anyway. Well well, behind all the teamwork during the events, was infact a tactician's game on the reports. Ok, I'll see if the game will work in my way at the end of the day.
It's time for me to sleep, I had gym afternoon shift tmr, and every single day from now onwards. I talk about gymming next time. Doesn't get as bored as what I thought would be since there were like so many equipments for us to play with. haha... the machines are addictive and the results were *thumbs up* XD
I decide to increase my frequency in TKD training frm 2 times to 5 times per week. TOC is really near. Balloting results was out already. sway sway got to fight for another round with a np girl. gt 5 fighters and only 4 gt medals... I can't afford to lose and get kick out in the first round. That's an understatement still.
the result of unpaid efforts is devastating. As much as I try to keep myself positive, there's a possibility of such happening, still.
6193 words, 14pages, 236am- all in 1 day.
I regretted procastinating =(
I completed all finally. EPM GOODBYE.
Lazy ard.
My daily routine is like a pig's life. Woke up at 9-10am, breakfast, write some paragraphs for my report, lunch, continue writing while doing a lot of shits like watching a video or 2 at the same time, read something, got myself tired out and had a very nice afternoon nap, woke up and the same things continue until the night.
and I have been eating crappy lot ever since the CNY. I looked out of my window everyday I woke up and stare at the empty huge swimming pool outdoor. and everyday I told myself, its so empty that I shall go down for a swim ltr in the day. But well...apparently I totally prefer sleeping so much more than going to the gym to workout or getting a swim.
what's more freaky? I'm doing PFA in less than 2 week??!? PFA (physical Fitness Assessment) means complete measuring of like, ur FATS CONTENT in your body. and there's no way for u hide or avoid the sensitive fat issue. Pure, real, solid statistic infront for you. see, how gross that test can be. As much I'm bothered by this (abit), I'm too lazy to do anything as of yet. I still enjoy feeding myself to all the food in the house.
A final thing which I want to rant is how I didn't still hand in my AAR and had it approved yet! Worst part, I gotta submit proposal, personal selling report, AAR, personal event summary, peer evaluation. All in hardcopy on this coming thurs.
But really, I don't feel the rush to complete it. I thought I have plenty of time, which exactly shouldn't be in this way. See, I still have the cheek to blog here despite the running time :/
I'm not busy now, infact, very very bored.
Someone please kill this lazy pig.
I'm clearing OFF like nobodys' business now!
Came up here to express my joy after I saw the email Nathan sent. It's like... I'm suppose to work on an overdue report for my event and submit TMR. (because i'm 95% certain that James Wong will come to me with that TMD sarcastic looking face, "huiying ur event is over by 2 weeks already! So when are u giving me the AAR and peer evaluation??" )
BUT WELL...
Clear leave=No school= No James Wong= No rush for report! XDXDXD
My event was over by like 12days and I haven't get out a single thing out. (supposingly to submit within 7days) Not to mention that filled with arrows peer evaluation which I haven't been sending in since week 3 onward.
Okok, the fact is that I really don't procastinate as much as it seems to be. Yeah, not as much. Because... my genius acer laptop broke down again! Precisely! When it's so vulnerable, what can I?
The fragile piece broke down so frequent that even my dad gave up on it. I wanted to had it repaired but Dad insisted not. (rarity of 99%) Instead, he decide to buy me a new replacement! So, goodbye my 1 and 1/2 yr old acer dead warrior, after being thru so much with me. (almost every parts was repaired before=.=)
The short-lived battery which eventually depleted to 15mins, the motherboard for the charger which eventually gt repaired after 3 weeks of hard tapeing. the flicking screen which gt repaired under warrenty, the heat generated that I best enjoyed in a cold tutorial room, the non-functioning usb plug even before I on the comp, 3 mouses expired under it. the spoil headphone plug and SDcard reader which I can be further bothered anymore. Not forgetting the unglam big crack on the laptop side because i dropped it onto a toilet floor. 3 damn times of rebooting but I never learnt the importance of backing up data as regular as my laptop break down.
the non-functioning screen on last wed evening was the last call, the last moment was on msn where I move the cursor and the screen turn into many colorful lines...the end.
It's dead. my acer, R.I.P
So I got a Hp Pavilion dv4 now. Something which my Dad is finally agreed of. I'm enjoying myself using it so far...with some really pretty functions which I have yet get use to it. Although I need the laptop urgently to do my report and pass up to James Wong, I ended up spending too much time exploring the new functions ard instead. It was somemore an tempting entertainment notebook!
I can't do the AAR without a new laptop before. I can't be bothered with AAR with a new laptop now.
anyway, I'll see James on Fri still. That's all isn't so :p
I'm having off next mon-thurs also. 7/8 Sat & Sun would be 2 more events and that the end!
It's really fast coming to an end isn't so? The previous 10 days horror was OVER. and I didn't know how I got over it too. Probably I even enjoy it. (crazy~)
5th- first day my table tennis IVP event, stayed back till 9pm
6th-suppose to be TKD night. But I didn't trust the team on duty that day. I ended up running back and forth between my event and training on that night(sounds real stupid anyway). Stayed up the night to do accounting for my $800+ personal selling items too. (it killed me seriously.)
7th- Sathish's Captain Ball tournament, same time when my event was held.
8th & 9th- NYP OpenHouse (sue event). Also went to AWWA on the 8th
10th- SAFRA Hot and Breathless at sentosa. and that infamous Bacardi drink drunk during the event. Burnt totally.
11th- SAFRA Adventura Race. Waking up at 3am for reporting at dairyfarm. worked for 13hrs straight
12th- My own table tennis event
13th- tkd match @ tp. Memorable bus accident and unforgettable incident of nosebleeding
14th- zehan's women soccer event. Girl powers of carrying the goal post. Still gotta look after my baby event still=.=
15th- personal selling collection date! 3 cartons of goods worth $858.70. Had super nice classmates helping me if not i die from queuing up or carrying the goods back.
Urgently left my event because my dad didn't got my message and he's there to pick up me and my goods. So yes, Not attending the last day of ur event, going thru the prize presentation and clearing up. everything is just totally wasted after I endured 6days of hardship. I just feel bad the whole day... The fact is that I'm suppose to feel extremely good after 7days is over
A pity that I wasn't there as the I/C to conclude everything. It's just feel the whole thing never existed :/