1st part of prelim  is over!
ok...short celebration
haha...
seriously, I think i gonna flunk it still
hais...
but which exams had i not flunk before?
yet...actually i really mind how well i do in the perlim
it is a matter if you get into a JC and two points off
n prelim is the last paper you gonna take before 'o' lvl
there is no garantee that you will do well in 'o' if you flunk your prelim
wondering why some people think that prelim is not important
why?!?
hais...
negative influence by them
Please everyone!
Spark me to work even harder than ever...
i wanna do well for my prelim
but is it too late?
when half the examination is already over
hais...
i knew that my results are gonna be terrible
at least i tried my best

just had prelims of HCL and E Maths
so disatrous!
hais...
blanked out for all the papers

Emaths P1 was not that bad afterall
although i spent too much time doing those easy questions
yucks
had EM P2
digusted....so terribly hard
seriously hoped for more than a pass for my maths
but i guess a pass for maths would be more than enough for my prelim
hais

chinese is terrible k
i swear i never took so much time before for my paper 1
yucks
totally no ideas what those questions wanted me to write
wrote crapz instead
wondering why do e school chose such uncommon questions
P2 is even worse
totally not enough time
2hr for us to do a full paper properly is definately not enough!
sldnt MOE go do the paper and get an A1 before they ask students to do them?!?
put sigapore students to such a great disadvantage
wth?!?

hais...saw 2 squashed bird on the road in 1 wk
image of those birds getting hit by the car n squash many many time by those cars passing kept running through my mind
i almost stepped on 1 on monday!
gross!
hais...

Look at this!


 

I need no go for PE for 3 mths!


okay...wth...
i only left with 1 PE lesson for the whole of secondary life!
so wat the use of it?!?
as for how did i ever get the MC
hahas=)
secret for now!

had my english oral yesterday
thought that it was totally disatrous!
so scary to take oral in e comp lab
can hear clearly every single word i said wrongly!
add and skip n mispronouce many words in e passage reading
hais...full of broken english for my conversation too
crapz all my way through
n i thought i infer wrongly for the picture discussion
say that e man look like a musician but is actually intimating Stanford Raffles
dammit..
i think those examinators must be laughing seriously hard after my oral
for all the funny things i had said to them
lolx...
but is it all over for now!

i'm back to blogging!
slacken off these few day
didnt even touch a single book yesterday
n still stuck onto the comp till now
hais...
i still cant sense how close 'o' level are!
i thought i might still be able to enter a poly course even with my disatrous result
tt so fake k
i want a course which a like
if a ever gt into a course tt i dun like
the whole vicious cycle shall repeat itself just like my secondary school day
ok...i hate e subject combination i'm taking now
or sld i said tt i'm forced to take two pure sci n two pure maths
these 4 subjects r so interlink with each others
if u did well in 1, u shall excel in all
did badly for 1 n su shall flunk e rest juz like me
yes! i blamed e sch for my poor results=)
but what the use now?
only hard work will change e vicious cycle i'm in
really gonna work extra hard to make up for e lack for talents in those subjects
no more blaming others
but reflected on ourselves instead!