Ok, so I got my comp reformatted and everything is gone! Would most probably send my HP for repair tmr afternoon. Well, I guess it's pretty useless for me to rant how pissed i was on how BOTH my hp and comp broke down the moment I completed everything. (but, thankfully...they broke down only when i completed everything =.= (It can't be a better time in fact especially when I would be in a camp for the next day)

duh, my post here is not a rant but im gonna talk about setbacks. Occurs to me after attending SW Bonding Day yesterday... so, what was it? It's actually a day activity organised by our class epm students for all the year1-year 3 SW students. So it's not really a large, but neither small group to cater to. What happen was, it RAINED. So heavy that none of the outdoor sport activities can be conducted. For all the hardwork prepared into organising the event...it just had to be destroyed by the stinky weather =(

I just feel like crying for them instantly. Put in like so much but nothing is even excuted. All the pre-preparation for weeks just came to a waste. Could really see everyone was trying hard to conceal their disappointment, especially the moment when Mr James Wong spoke to us. Anyway, Philip, u're seriously great man! He didn't let his emotion gets him away and continue to lead the contigency activities for us. He's really impressive for all of us around when things like that happened. SW-EPM, I learned something from your the day! (=

I guess I'm the sort who can't take setbacks well either. Because I will put all my hardwork into planning and certain that the returns would be proportionate to what i put in also. But well.. some unforeseenable circumstance just occurs and some things are just not within my control. I doubt there's any major 'efforts-wastage' that occurs in my life so far, and in case it does happen...I'll remember SW-EPM as an example and stay strong and take the setback positively. I can cry all I want at the back, but never to show that I'm affected infront. At least, look strong. That sounds pretty much like my personality too? :/

Yes, counting down... there's only 3 short weeks left before the official starts of my EPM. EPM mates are scaring me with all their crazy schedules, the 25hrs non sleep, sunburing, 30km midnight cycling, drench in the rain... everything just get tougher and tougher every week. and I'm here, trying my best to prepare myself mentally for all these for the next 9weeks. I'll definitely rants about how inhumanly it gonna be..but at the end of the day, I wanna say, 'I'm learning.' 

I shall bring the green bandage along which I got on the SW day to the Camp Diamond and remind myself to be strong. This is probably the first leadership I'm attending! and I gt a hard feeling that it gonna be tough... I think their 1st required item of 2L water would be 'trick' to taekan everyone because they bring 1.5L only. (and Im gonna willfully bring the 1.5L instead of 2L=.=) haha, I'll blog about it when I come back then. CYA!