I probably had this post edited a hundred times before having it posted up. 

Ok, school is officially starting for me on next Mon.

I'm taking classic first, which means... 3weeks of studying 1st then a week of tests followed by 4 weeks of hols! OMG. Cant you believe Im gonna haf a week of hols again on 3rd Nov??? well... then I go back to school for just 1 day of presentation. TADA, i'll haf my hols all the way until 15th Dec! Ok... dont get too jealous of me. Because afterward  my official 9-5 full shift work from will starts after the hols, immediately followed by the half shift work. And before I knew it, attachment outside school will begin then in year 3...tada, I've graduated frm poly also.

It's unbelievable fast isn't it? Fangwei, dina and minjie will be graduating from their JC on this coming fri, and yea... another mth! Dear friends, good luck for 'A' alright  ((: 

ok, back to myself. I do have many things to say but my thoughts were unfortunately all jumbled up at the current moment. Well, I don't have any qualm about my arrangement in TEP. Our alr pathetic SW class of 30 is further split up into 15. I probably wont see the rest 15 in the whole semester this day. But the usual clique stay tgt still. Went off to amkhub to catch House Bunny with classmate since I have a bit of time on hands. We slacked at coffeebean 1st. A word to describe them- loud. Not necessary a bad thing though ((: though i enjoyed listening to their stories. haha.

Just that it further shows the contrasting difference between me and classmates, and unfortunately, i can't do anything more on my part alr... I reckoned I've tried and so do your. That's the best we could get to. Some ppl just don't click.

Oh well... I thought of this the other night,  I gonna be separated from classmates for 1/2 the year and probably another 1/2 more year and maybe... Im not gonna contact them anymore afterward. Is like, as classmates, we probably once spent so much time tgt in school, shared both wealth and woe as a class, we talked everything under the Sun and everything was great. Then suddenly, we stepped on a different journey in life after graduation. We bade farewell to poly life and yea...from then onwards, this would be the last time I would see them isnt so?

Oh well, human connection is just a funny thing. We will get cut off immediately once there's no more relationship within one another. I probably forget all about 2/3 and 4/3. Well, I dont even talk to MT staff online now, and I wonder if I will still keep in touch with wenxin and cath once I graduated from the club also. Ok, sad isnt it? But that's how relationship works. If we don't keep in contact, we will all become stranger soon. 

Yes, and counting, I only had that few friends actually. (and Im seriously glad I've them still. haha, darlings... u noe who u're xD)

Im not emo-ing back it just occurs to me when I saw classmate when I gt back to school on tues. We said 'Hi' and 'long time no see'. Well, That's it. We're all going on separate way again. No matter how close we once were, the connection in us is gone alr... and well, I dont exactly like the past either. So well, let's see if we're fated to be more than classmates then.

i do hope so, seriously.