here with a post again. I realise the more stress i get to,  the more I tend to do unconventional stuffs like blogging and photoshopping. Have being blogging and creating an artwork almost every single day recently. AWW, say BYE BYE to my GPA 3. ==

I stayed up to like 430pm yesterday not because to study (though i have a book under the desk) but just to create a logo for YOG logo competition! (youth olympic game) I took up like 3-4hrs just for that small logo. And I'm still not satisfied with my work ...it's well obviously something created by a kid, I doubt I can win anything at all with that ugly thing, but i guess it's worth the try after all. Hey, it's YOG! hmm... the best part about it is that its something..i can say related to my course. I really want my pmes and classmate to congrat me for my achievements. Well, I think somehow the environment I'm currently in matters ... having top athletes in your course is just different. It's always announcement of breaking  records, clocking personal best, representing whichever clubs, going to whatever tournaments etc etc

Seriously, all these are making me inferior. Because I'm practically NOTHING. Nothing in the course. Not excellent in the studies, neither excellent in sports. Just hanging in the middle of nowhere... Well, as I thought, design is the only (useless) thing I found myself practically not whining about and well having an edge over classmate. But not neccessary that I'm talented in it but just because i came across that earlier. Sports designing/marketing is in fact the more interesting stuffs which i might considered venturing in the future. Ok well...the whole issue in me is that I dunno what I want and I dunno what Im good in also.  

but well...one thing for sure, I do want to be someone extraordinary instead of those far too common human out there. One thing why I choose not to take business mangement though i can get in, since I thought it was too bored and too broad.  I guess I really want to be indifferent from others. which neccesarily might not be a good thing. That's why, if i really found what i want in life one day, like going oversea uni to pursue a degree; i really do expect my family to support me. I know I can understand my family's most important financial concern.. but well... I guess I talk about it next time...

what can i say about all this? Unpractical reality. Dream on, huiying.

suddenly, I really wanna go back to my secondary sch to see how my dustbins look like actually. hahaha... Well, I guess I should really start taking part in all sort of design competition or project because I want money! and also a good start (in case my family really object my aspiration to fly, I still have some backup..lols)

marketing tutorial. I swear... Johnny Chia survived in NYP till date because all his students scored well in exams. No, definately not that he's a good teacher. GOSH, it's because he gave us all the hint to exam! It....so direct to such extend that I considered it as a leakage== he took the qns paper to cls and told us the exact qns that would come up. I told cath/wenxin about my marketing tut too. I did try to hold back a little still..well, alr asked them to keep it confidential among ourselves. If nt ltr ppl complain.... BF so dead, im so dead, SW so dead...the whole business management is DEAD. gahhh..

backing up my crashing comp is completed! can sleep YAYSS!-