Have been studying and studying for the past few days. Well... it's so unproductive. For someone who has not done a single tutorial nor pay attention in classes ever since she started the semester... well, it's already great that I'm still doing okay in grades, surprisingly. For 6mths, I just need to 2weeks to get through...how wonderful. How not it was because I know I can definitely do better. Well, I still don't know what is pulling me back from giving it my all to studies and well I don't think it's laziness in me or maybe it just can be sheer luck too. 

What matters most to me?