had a desire to blog even though i shld be studying now. Something just seems to be getting into my way. Can't concentrate.

am VERY BOTHERED currently. Am I need to rant, instead of being in the bed and think more.

It all started yesterday, a 5 random chat with mum was disatrous. Almost close to reducing ME to tear. Even I can't believe so either. I bet she didn't realise what she had just said had such a great impact on me. am very very very bothered totally by it now.

When my aspiration comes, I expect your to be supporting me. THE END. 

The more I think, the more fed up I get.

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Ask yourself what have your supported me so far in? My support does not simply mean feeding me up and ensuring that Im sill living. Your don't care about my aspiration and even if your do, your cared in the wrong way. Did your advise me on anything before? Never.

you didn't took any steps to find out what I want and what's best for me either. While others children are all getting into learning knowledge. Your just leave me to rot with the TV and comp. I knew nth in life infact. Had I picked up a skill? Did I attend any classes? No, definately not enough... yes, I do blame your till date for not exploiting the potential in me since young. 

and stop bloody reminding me that your think my course can't make any money. 1st, It's untrue. 2nd, your didn't advise in the first place, so shut up. 3rd, I won't EVER pick up childish suggestion such as lawyer, teacher and doctors that your gave. 4th, not my fault for not knowing what I really want because your did nth to help. 5th, will your be happier if i choose to drop out? hahaha. I will laugh.

Back to the point, even if your don't support me, don't stop me from doing anything I like. (like as if you can and WILL). So, just lemme do things in my own way when time comes. 

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Shldn't be bothered by such stupid thing at the current moment. I should be aiming to get pass my  final exam now... well, there's still a long time away from graduation at least...sighs-