Woke up rather early today...

Monday BLUES, feeling so helpless and down

I reached to a conclusion that I have to make do with all these things in life. Because that what I choosed. Something are best when you don't think about them. I guess it sucks completely when you think through and realised that there's no other alternative way out but to accept. ACCEPT. no matter if I can take it or not..

i always ended up blaming myself for everything that occurs...tired, really tired. Tired of playing that perfectionist infront of others. Seriously, I do have feeling... I don't show doesn't mean that I don't care... 

Anyway, there's always a FATE to put blame on, or my lousy LUCK. It makes me feel...slightly better at least. There's nothing i can do to change them, at least.