morning was rather enjoyable with couple of leisure read.
I didn't know what got into me the previous night, a tad of emo-ness got into me and couldn't decide to sleep or not.
and when that when Im on my bed already, tears started flowing out, for no reason. Ok, its just a few drops though.
and then, I answered myself, "It should be the time, finally."
somehow, I tend to hide the delicate feeling of mine too well at times, till the form of non-existance. Facade of sort off. that I don't even realise it myself.
so, i reckoned that perhaps those tears are actually a form of release for the long hidden or built up emo-ness i had.

Ok, so I went into slumber in tears and I woked up in the morning, in tears again. Just that I rubbed accidentally into my eyes and hurted way too much. Not too great to begin a day like this. haha

I somehow realise that the hols are finally here. But, I don't feel very much into it. Am still at home doing some form of works or so. I have TONS of things to do, but i choose not to maximize my efficiency currently. hey! But its only the 3days into it!

is on a recent craze over illusions, or deja vu, or whatever we name it. Obsession with Yoga Lin latest album too. See the beautiful lyrics:

神秘嘉宾
我踩着梦的阶梯
走进了 一座迷雾森林
谁的心事 被天使窃听
泛起涟漪
时间它帮我设计 下一秒
谁是神秘嘉宾
小心翼翼 揭开了面具
掌声鼓励
谁闯进我的场地 谁让我措手不及
我早就预备的剧情 你却给我一笔
狡猾地 致命地正中我红心
我跟谁变得亲密 谁逐渐离我远去
华丽演出共襄盛举 唯有你的背影
友情客串却留下刻骨铭心 的回忆
你按了我的门铃 我终於
从呵欠中苏醒
紧张兮兮 对你说一句
欢迎光临
全场观众都离席 剩下我
还在原地寻觅
耳边听着 谢幕的歌曲
走不出去
谁闯进我的场地 谁让我措手不及
我早就预备的剧情 你却给我一笔
狡猾地 致命地正中我红心
我跟谁变得亲密 谁逐渐离我远去
华丽演出共襄盛举 唯有你的背影
友情客串却留下刻骨铭心 的回忆
我搬到谁的隔壁 谁成了我的邻居
鸣谢生命有你参与 笑纳我的邀请
曲终人散却写下不会结束 的结局

nice isnt so? (:
i wish life's all an illusion at times. But at least, Im able to distinguish between that from reality.