have been rather busy recently,

and as school is starting soon, I realised that i should be going on back on track real soon. Did a bit a revision here and there but it's another matter if anything gets into my brain.

and projects are killing me. Because of my 'heck to do' and lack of cooperation attitude. Well, I reckoned I did my part in the ICT project already, like the MOST part already. And groupmates wanna meetup to do. Is like, what the hell are your meeting up when your don't try enough in the first place. The project isn't really difficult to begin with and that I done up most of the part for your already, I'm not complaining and why should you be? I did spend couple of hrs exploring the website and understanding how its works too, and I don't think your spent enough time as much as i do, that it.

and i better go back to school and HELP not DO. 

Not my responsibility isn't so, just perhaps I might be slightly better in term of computing knowledge doesn't mean anything more. I love to help more but not do.

ok, but on the other hand, I'm just being the sore loser who refuses to contribute more infact. I procastinate a lot most of the time, in simply word...LAZY LA

likewise for finance/marketing/effma/laws project, im keeping my hands off these until i receive any instructions.

because i simply don't enjoy groupworks because it cut down the efficiency and effectiveness of one.

See, I'm a horrible group member(: and classmate better not find this blog. haaaha

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going to TTSH later on, and i bet its gonna be a emo day for me after that. Going into the ICU to visit grandma is of a different feeling from the past. Seeing all the tubes on her body, and the heartbeat meter just keep on jumping irregularly (30-40), the surrounding is extremely silent except for the 'beep beep' from the machine to indicate her condition. 

sighs, and most importantly, seeing how my grandma struggled to continue living on. breathe in, breathe out...its like the most challenge task for her to do currently.

somehow, i hate people wasting their life after seeing grandma in such pathetic state. Well, and this somehow explain why i choose to keep myself busy recently, clearing up all the outstanding tasks dilligently no matter how yucky they were.  Not wanting to waste my life anymore.

going off soon. cya all