Making a Comeback.

have the sudden urge to start blogging again, after a year or so.

nth much about my ordinary life

and yes, u're the lucky one if you chanced by this revived blog. yiing is back (:

surprising ehh?

coding layout is a complete failure. i still hate blogger because i don't understand how their coding work neh.... fine, i'm lazy too to actually do some research on blogger either. Just a random BOA graphic which i made a few days ago.

Forcing myself to go more into Jap culture and entertainment. sigh- not a passion. but yea i make weird decision which no one, not even myself, believe that i gt what it take to excel in that field.

ok, back to blogging. The recent hot weather and the start of school just make me gloomy. couldn't help so...i might just need to rant.

Ok, a lot of thoughts supposingly flow through me last night...but again, everything is put behind once i get online and crap my way through. keeping myself busy is a way out.

EMO. when i mention this word not here. I'm.

i highly suspect it's my virgo perfectionist's character that got my through all this. look, i'm not perfect. that it

i want to get a high GPA and excel my studies

i want to be a good PR and have a relationship with everyone around

i want to excel in sports and get fit enough to run a marathon

i want to photoshop making graphics which everyone will goes WOW

i want to train till a black belt in taekwondo

i want...

i want...

i want... practically EVERYTHING

i want to have a perfect life. but apparantly NOT. It's impossible. back to marketing. Let me just stick to my needs. just let me survive. But yea.. i'm not deprive of anything again. fortunate kid

lesson is starting. GTG.