ditch the library for the comp lab
its at least so much peaceful

be amazed by my tolerance for silent, how i can stare into a white space for hours and hours without even moving a single inch
thoughts in our brain are amazing

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works are pilling up. I'm practically stone-ing/fooling around/ in every of my lectures since the beginning. Can't seems to find back the concentration level i had last sem.
maybe someday, i need to sit down and STUDY. ain't working now actually..like never.
but i still manage to did rather avg result although I skipped at least every 10% of every modules lesson.
not to mention, i survived without buying any lecture notes for the whole sem.
Gah...what am i doing?!? and how did i manage to survive?

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survival.
I realised, all we need is to adapt to the ever changing environment. Hurtful and unrealistic as the way you wanted it to be. U can lose everything, except your pride. Don't lose yourself to them.

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just kill a pup in the morning. Too bored- incident was like long over and i decide to rake it up to the author. Look, i wasn't even upset??? i just feel like doing IT.
they don't hurt me in the way expected but me inflicting hurt on others is rather justified form, for they deserved so. Fair? I never give way.

my tolerance are amazingly high- good or bad?

I don't show doesn't mean i don't know and least that I don't care.
I cared even the smallest details,
surprisingly, i always remember such things well.

You're dead if i care.
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thoughts are simply amazing. time pass fast today.

lesson are starting. GONE