stock pics of my school environment below. Taken when I gotten too bored while waiting for my dad's car to go home.
Then I begin taking pics of my house too. PSSH... i see nice sunset from my window XP
But well, what's nice about boring building and plants??? Let me go with events from here on.
I know it's quite some time that I last blogged alr. Anyway, dont your find my blog is mainly used for depressing post? So yea, of course i need to throw rubbish out onto this blog. And for now... let's just talk about how soon my school gonna starts...
1week and 6 days.
Seriously, I dont even know what I'm freaking over about. School starts. It's just school starts! What's there to freak over about? You still see the same classmates, still learn the same old things, maybe still the same teachers... But the feeling this time round is very different and I can't explain it.
Seriously, I'm really scared to face the past... and the new opening semester might just...
说不出的不安
wanna blog. but i dun wanna write anything. there's well, so many things and events going on in my life currently, and im afraid that I'll forget all these in the future...
just came back from a hols and I had so many thoughts generating during the 3 short days. Choked up like 4pages of diary on the spot. Quantity time for quality writing. Guess there's nothing much for me to express here anymore. shall build up the emo-ness for writing purple now. hah, cya.
Well, I'm off to Malaysia 24hrs later from now. Kinda... I don't know. 1st time I'm spending my birthday oversea though it's just purely concidential. Im actually hate leaving with some many tasks unsettle... Am really busy recently settling the training camp. Not that it's so difficult to do the things properly, but that people simply don't cooperate! ppl dont reply to my msg, ppl dont pick up my call, ppl cannot confirm their schedule with me, ppl want bargain & argue...Gosh, why dont they be in shoes? I don't get the desired response after I did all that I suppose to do already. how sad. Well, the weakness in me is that I can't work with human. == Nvm... Im off to a hols soon, hah ((:
14th-16th: oversea
16th: results release
19th-21th: training camp
I'm extremely busy for the week. And I had already turned down numerous dates recently because of my busy schedule. Oh well... why ppl dont find me when i'm free? haha==
gonna go out ltr. heh, I alr had in mind to buy something memorable for my own 18th birthday. ((:
I'm finally online. heh. did anyone miss me???
Well, my charger finally gave way and had to send the laptop to the service center itself. Somehow, my life still goes on well without a comp or so in the hols ((: ok, so what did i do for the past few days?
on Fri, went back to AMKSS with the girls to celebrate Teacher's Day. I guess it's already the 3rd year that I return back there as an alumni. Well... to say the truth, there wasn't much longing to get back to the school or even see the teachers...but perhaps out a feeling of responsibility and obligation? But still, AMKSS will still be the place that I feel most secured about to return back. The place which holds 4 years of memories to my life. I do hope it can still continue on, at least... Had a mini pre-celebration for jocelyn's birthday ltr on. hmm... I save all the mushy words for myself ((:
ilovejocelyn.blogspot.com
heh, I know I'm abit slow like always. still, I caught it! muhahaha.
ok, then my whole sat and sun weekend were all spent at watching and supporting the NYP fighters at the Taekwondo national tournament. Looking at how all the fighters sparred and pit their skills against one another... the techniques, the strategy, the underhand mtds, the injuries, the disappointment, the cheering, the winning moment...oh, i guess its everything. it was a rather fruitful experience afterall. Ok, I'm all inspired to train harder and take part in the tournament! intending to take part in the IVP tournament already. hmm, but regarding the weight category... I want Welter! HAHAHA (kill me would u?)
because....that would mean FATTENING myself up to at least 63kg! I repeat again it is 63kg! o.0 Just for the sake of taking part in a competition! Ironic isn't so? ppl join tkd to slim down but instead i had to gain more weight for that! Ok... I sure have my crappy reasons of why I think I suit to fight welter match better than being in the light one or even feather weight competition ==
Ok, enough of TKD. Someone knee-ed me in my metatarsal and ur can imagine how bad it can be. My whole body was also aching from a full workout last night...well, no complains. Love the sport, love the pain. I long wanted to post up this marketing gimmick from Nike after Liu Xiang's incident in the Olympic.
「愛比賽，愛拼上所有的尊嚴，愛把它再贏回來，愛付出一切，愛榮耀，愛挫折。愛運動，即使它傷了你的心。」
Love competition.
Love risking your pride.
Love winning it back.
Love giving it everything you’ve got.
Love the glory. Love the pain.
Love sport even when it breaks your heart.
anyway, I spent much time in these few days reading up on my sport studies. Ok, even I think I'm too crazy to actually study in the hols== but, yar, i gt nothing to do at home! Still, studying is better than rotting myself at home...boo, then i went on the packing my room finally. Like really pack and re-organise everything too this time round. It can be more tiring than expecting too. Then I went imagine how it is like if I live on my own and if I can literally manage myself about and do all the housework, (something which i hate most)... oh well, I guess I still have much to learn== i went on to caculate how long do I had to wait until i earn enough to buy a house or car on my own... Ok, I want to own a car on my own by 25 years old!
adopted and inspired by e crappiest catherine & and her aim far theory. haha