Have been organising those admin data for the past few days. I probably sent out at least 200 msgs in these 2days. What for? Just to ask them if they're coming back to the club not and asking for their email address also. And no ppl bother replying also! I only gt back like 25 replies ( 15 to stay and 10 to leave) then i went on to classify the list further of 'gt hope' and 'no hope'. And I'm gonna be thick-skinned enough soon to call up the 'gt hope' list and ensure tt they are still staying.
sighs- sorting data is just that tedious. Sure, i'm not complaining.
Everyone agrees that NYPTKD is a piece of shit. Ha, that's what Sir Vincent said himself even. I couldn't agree less with what he said in fact and even sympathise with this sir who had stayed in the club for like 15yrs already. I mean... I exactly know how much efforts I had put into bringing the club tgt and I gues it's the same case for everyone too. We only do work when we're free and wanted them. It would be totally impossible to juggle between school and the club. We don't have the time, don't have the skill and don't even have the commitment...resulting in today's state, a plie of shit.
But somehow I suddenly remembered what Mr lionel told us in year 1. He strongly advise us, as SW students, to break into the commitees of our CCAs. (Oh well... for my case, it wasn't break. it's THAT campus road run event ==) Anyway, I don't really take what he says to mind and my mindset at that point of time wasn't even set on sport management. Oh well, Mr lionel was like forever enthu about my progress in the club somemore and i feel the pressure from him and as an SW student to perform and deliver what I am supposing to be good at. But I actually wanted so much to tell him... "hey, TKD club is really failing under me ok. It's a piece a S*** now" But now, I think Mr lionel made sense. I mean...if I can't even manage a cuckoo NPTYKD club, how am i gonna manage the real big sport clubs in the future?!? Fish. Ok...so i better get the club out the pile of shit and start proving my worth as an SW student==
Ok, I also borrowed a few sport management books from the library yesterday to keep me enrich and entertain for the whole hols. I got myself brand new books! Probably no one even touched them for the past decade or so *proud* nvm so... they nv know how much things they missed! Well, indeed i did question my choice before, but i had grew myself out of all the uncertainty and had a clearer understanding of myself. It's hard to explain how I came about all also... Look, I'm not a sport fan, neither an athlete, or someone who like to manage responsibilities alot. But who say u must be one in order to be learn sport management, who defined that an SW student must be outgoing and like the sun? Seriously, I don't care if i'm like e alien in my group of classmates already. Or how much others will say that I don't suit the course. I can't exactly state what is it in me... well, there's an unspoken interest in it... maybe it's just sports studies? I dunno yet, but I'm definitely gonna continue to do what I want.
I swear Im gonna work damn hard for it, alrighto?
and mother, stop asking my to get into finance! ( i will die, seriously) ==
end for the day-
Ah, well...I chalked up an amazing number of activities and events in the past few days. In fact, was so busy that i don't even have the time to sit down and haf some moment by myself. So yes, I'm gonna write down all the little things that needed to be done here in case I can't keep track on them
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THAT'S ALL. My wonderful plan for my hols!!!
sooooo ppl..... stop offering me a job! Im not free, in fact....very busy in the hols! (watever) hahaha... lemme just go ahead with my hols plan k? xDxDxD
Finally, my exams are over! cheers for meeeeee
're-taped' back my charger and I'm back online!
Well, actually I dont feel much currently. Exams are over...exams are over exams are over..that it. Probably, because I knew Im gonna start taking organising myself already. heh, not that I'm not forward-looking to the hols..but infact, I knew organising my life can be really more intimidating and tiring than taking the exams. (ok... that doesn't mean that exams isnt horrible enough), if ur really get what im talking about. I'm still glad that I finally gt a break and start organise the messy state around. Messy can be just one thing, but messy state drive me mad! That's e problem! I swear i do up a plan soon...hmm, XP
lols, and regarding my exams, I'm pretty sure I will scrap through this semester again. GPA will fall around the avg 3.0 with 1A, 2Bs, 3Cs. My estimation hardly goes wrong anyway. I wish it could have gone wrongly infact. It's either a) above the estimating and I thks myself for being to lucky or b) fall below expectation and I will stop being so cocky and dont give a damn about it anymore. admit it, 2 weeks of reasonable hardwork was all I need to clear the modules in the whole semester. But well, I can only say i gave a practical situation analysis of myself. No point acting humble infront of no ppl since no one is in my blog also and i can blow up all i want. hmm, how some were saying how horrible e BF paper was and they're gonna REPEAT the module. I mean...hello, there's an extend to how humble can one gets to infront of others k. Too humble it would get to faking. yes the paper was tough. REPEAT?? god... I wish ur can. less one genius that would make me jealous. haha, I'm damn mean.
I bet I'm like e only one who will say that I will be better this time off because i guess I put in more efforts in the final 2 weeks than the last time. Last semester? hahaha... i actually pre-estimated my results even before i took the exams *winks* well, as much as i think that I had aleady changed for a better in my mindset towards studies, I guess I cant haf any regrets for what I did in the past. It could be viewed as stupidity but why the hell I wanna label myself as stupid? By having regrets, we're actually saying that we're lousier in the past due to blah blah blah. Probably everything would make sense actually..but it's gone, that's all.
And the post exam period will be real hectic with lotsa activities lined up already. I talked about them soon if i got a chance. heh...
It's the end but where do I start from to organise my life??? i do a post about my great plan soon... weess
cya, off to chalet already((:
-coughs coughs-
IM BACK! thanks goodness i didnt drain my laptop after! <3<3>
okok, not plainly because I have bad self-discipline, but my classmates sent me some important hints for exams! so...MUST ON LAPTOP and check!
i copied down the info...but here i left with a bit of time...so heh
today was a good day, because my marketing paper went well, johnny is GOD! <3>
Gt a class chalet! Then i gt my addias course tee! woos~
wonderful. But i guess death comes in on 21th and 22nd when im gonna have my accounting and finance==
ok, laptop drain-ed
off i go, BYES
Ok. after making this blog post, I'm gonna pull off the bandage on my charger and keep it away. My laptop can't do without a charger now and it's really too tedious for me to set up after that.... so, that it. I won't be tempted to on the laptop and play my life away anymore
so well, no more! Till my exam are over. NO MORE.
I realised I so behind already. Literally speaking... I'm don't have e confidence anymore. A look at accounting and finance says I'm dead. I can't even remember how to do those qns which i done a few weeks back and now i still have NEW chapters to work on. and i choinged to work out my SW notes all e way till now after procastinating for the whole semester (look, at this point of time, just 2 days away, i shldnt be doing note really==) HOW?? what made matters worse is that I slept and played throughout my sat because i really dont want to do accounting... Kill me
where is my missing 2%? because virgos are suppose be good accountants, but im NOT. unfortunately.
my efficiency went missing. Oh well... maybe there's no sense of urgency to do well for my studies infact..UNTIL like 2 days ago.
with regards to my SW course, I promise Im gonna stop complaining from now onwards. It will be something im gonna take for my life career, hopefully. At least 70% sure for now. And well, hopefully nothing more is gonna get into my way and no more conflicting thoughts in me either. i guess it might be bit too late though but i sorted out a lot a uncertaincy in my mind during the midst of this whole study period.
suddenly i wanna do well for my course already
and that what i really want, is to pursue knowledge. So well, I'm willing to learn ((:
If im willing to work hard, I guess I can be successful and HAPPY with myself at the end of the day. the most important part for me now is to put behind all the past negative thoughts and strive forward. It's gonna be difficult but...im willing to try now. cheero, i became a better person again.
but before that, im gonna plug off my comp and work hard. haha
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but can't believe I have to resort to THIS. GOSH
oh well, I came up with a thoery that I should now look at thing in depth, lightly. No use trying to comprehend something too complicated, instead, try appreciate it in a different light and mindset.
off i go. CIAO
woos! business law exam tmr! GOSH...what am i doing here still !!!>.<
lalala. gt an obsession with astrology recently! So interesting... spent hrs reading up on them instead of my book.
heh, I post my fave one up about virgo, and since im a 98% virgo, better read this first then handle me ltr== hahaha!
it's in Chinese though. I like it for it's 一针见血((:
credit: http://www.wretch.cc/blog/NokiaTerry/6498267
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（星座）終極分析-讓你更瞭解自己和身邊的人-處女座
處女座終極完美分析
都說處女座另類，雙重性格，甚至有點神經質，其實原因只有一個，處女座的一切都要隨自己外顯的性格而轉，姑且稱之為"狀態"。處女座狀態好的時候，可以將自己聰明、細膩、能幹、溫情、幽默、有內涵等優良品質完全外展，此時他們顯得如此完美，光芒四射，並且可以表現得非常外向、健談，容易與人打成一片（這本非他們的性格）。而一旦處女座狀態不好，便會變成另一個人，甚至非常窩囊，一事無成，不過通常此時他們都躲避外在的干擾,所以讓人感覺有點間歇性自閉症) 因為同為水星守護，所以處女和雙子一樣善變，但雙子善變的是心思，處女善變的卻是情緒。
很多時候處女座要面對很多實際的瑣事，這時的處女座便不得不在冷中面對周圍世界：要麼說話做事很不自然，有做作的痕跡；要麼便極度冷漠和被動，對誰都不理不睬。其實處女座很清楚自己現在的樣子，但他們無力改變和控制自己的情緒，只能選擇瘋狂地逃避一切。
他們想的是：與其很不自然地面對你，尷尬地和你說些無關痛癢地話，或是因和平時反差太大而被人說成表裡不一，性格怪異，還不如先躲一陣子，等調節好了以後再出來。所以，在與人交往中，他們只會和不得不交流的人（實在躲不掉）或是完全陌生的人（反正無所謂）交談，而和熟悉的朋友反而疏遠。
所以.你在他心中地位越重，他躲得你越遠。特別是戀人.
而且,大家都知道處女座的人有嚴重的完美主義傾向,所以就有了所謂的\\"處女座的人最喜歡若即若離\\"。原因很簡單：他只想給你一個最好最完美的自己，而不願讓你看到他無助脆弱的一面。所以請記住，有時處女座對你冷，絕不是你說錯做錯什麼，這是他們正常的生理現象，他們只是不想讓嚴寒和冰霜傷害了你（可事實上這種做法已經傷害）。不必難過，因為他們在乎你的話，他們的內心比你還要難過、自責和內疚！他們所能做的，只希望快點調整好情緒，回到你的身邊。
正基於以上兩點，處女座有時便會表現出非常另類的行為和思維模式。他們的性格也很多來源於此：不喜主動，不善交際（也可以熱情，只是今天熱了，終有一天會冷的），不愛表現，不喜拋頭露面（萬一哪天情緒無法把握狀態不好時，豈不大失臉面），諸如此類。
關於"潔癖"——並非處女都有潔癖，很多處女座並不愛乾淨，但卻要求整潔，他們更多的是井然有序，不喜歡別人破壞他們所整理和佈置的"完美"格局。處女座更多的是有精神潔癖。一旦觸碰到他們精神上的禁區，嚴重時會表現得歇斯底里。
關於"花心"——一般說來處女座絕不花心，忠誠是他們的代名詞。異性關係多很可能是他們需要確定一個好人緣和自己有魅力，來反擊那些普遍觀點。一旦找到心中真愛，他會呵護你一輩子，只要你能給他安全感，他永不背叛，心中眼中唯你一人。尋花問柳，紅杏出牆這些事與他們絕緣（一是責任感所致，二是怕麻煩）。
關於"聰明"——不似雙子靈活機巧，不像水瓶創意非凡，也不是天蠍的那種計畫周密，處女座更多體現的是智慧。細膩、理性、好學加上十二星座裡一流的洞察力和最強的邏輯思維能力，處女座想不聰明都難。沒事少在處女座面前信口開河，隨意撒謊，很多偽紗他們一眼便能看透；也別跟他們玩什麼心計，你玩不過他們的。處女是那種可以把你賣了你還得向他道謝的類型。沒事也少跟處女座辯論，他們沒理也可找出理，甚至找出不止一條理來。處女是永遠不會吃虧的。
關於"單純"——處女座很純真，但絕不單純，他們內心複雜得讓人難以想像，很多不經意的事可能都是他們精心佈置的。處女座也總在純潔和好色之間徘徊，這一點最難說清。不過他們真正的內心是極其善良的，
寧可自己苦也不願傷害任何人，心靈如水晶一般晶瑩剔透。
關於"幽默"——都說處女座冷若冰霜，缺乏幽默。多和他們接觸吧，你會體會到什麼是冷幽默，什麼是真正的幽默，而並非品位低俗的搞笑。
關於"遲鈍"——別看你和處女座說某些提議時他們半天才反應過來，在你說好的一瞬間，他們腦子裡可能已經轉過五六個你這項提議會造成的後果（通常是消極後果）了。他們總是想得太多，絕非想得太慢。
關於"自私"——處女座的自私覺不是獅子的那種惟我獨尊，也不是水瓶的以自我為中心。處女座正因為是無私的，所以顯得自私。（能夠理解嗎？）因為處女不想傷害任何人。
關於"逃避"——由於處女座性格上的因素，他們通常會顯得壓力很大。當週遭的事物已無法掌控，或是自己的情緒無法調節好時，他們會瘋狂地逃避，墮落自己，這種狀況通常對別人無害，卻是傷害自己，讓所有愛他們的人感到心碎。不過不用太擔心，過一陣子他們自己會好的，他們天性的自我批判精神很快便會起作用。處女座一般不會徹底墮落，墮落前可能都已留有餘地，只是在等待著希望的來臨。甚至有時墮落都是做給別人看的。
關於"內涵"——處女座有涵養這一點是肯定的。在成長中不斷吸取教訓，不斷學習，取人之長來豐富自己的內涵。因為他們感覺到情緒無法把握，而這些是自己可以踏踏實實做到的，將來一定有幫助。這是他們所追求的完美主義目標。
處女座就是一個表面神秘到難以琢磨，說穿了卻又很簡單的星座。最接近神的人？可能吧，處女座喜歡這樣
來標榜自己。因為他們確實有超凡脫俗的一面。他們的內心接近了神，可是身在這個世界，不能不食人間煙火吧，所以必須得戴著一個面具活在這個世界上。
處女座喜歡和人說些曖昧的話，對心儀的對象卻不好意思表白。
處女座希望別人瞭解自己，卻又只將能公佈的那一部分對外展示。
處女座是最有責任感的人了，可很多時候卻害怕承擔責任。
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just came back from studying.
Well, i realised I really can't study at home because I'm too tempt to do so much more unconstructive stuff. So well... went out to mug instead.
It's study season currently! so the all e students, especially e poly ppl like me hogged onto library, cafes and Mcdonald for hrs. It aint usually THAT packed. so i cant really find e good spot for myself... oh well, when did 1/2 e world became so hardworking?
Choose Mac today and studied marketing. Kinda interesting because I sat next to a grp of ah lians=.= so err, they were all in their uniforms making alot of noise and commotion about. The girls just keep on screaming and running around for dunno wad reasons also. as i try to concentrate on my marketing, they were like too distracting also. lols... but I dun really care about them la
hmm... I wonder how they will be when they become older. But, I also try to recall if I were also like them in my secondary school days. (un)fortunately no. Ok, though there were occasional crazy and rebellious times like that also. but overall still e nerdy type. hahaha, ok...back to my pt, I think everyone will change as they grow and some nonsensical stuffs that we did in e past were just a phrase that we will go thru. Looking back, i think bits and pieces of all the experiences and memories form part of what is us today. So yea, no matter what type of stupid things that we did in the past, just have a good laugh over all these crazy moment (:
I'm back again ((:
well... mood was in e junk as i tried to 1st try to research my SW topics then blah blah blah then I went into e my choice. DIE* Kill me, i shouldn't be thinking about THAT when i my exams are just like 3days away.
i guess it's pointless for me here to repeat anything here. Too long and complicated also Lols, with the unppractical reality i'm thinking off now. My brain sucks, having to think so much in e first place.
Because i'm a 98% virgo. I find myself as the complicated and different creature from e others. What made matters worse is that my mindset changed a lot in the past few years. And I know, it's not flicker minded. So yea...it's either i suppress myself somemore or e great revolution to bring about the changes. Thinking is useless when I can't and won't do anything about it.
And well... enough of my 'let nature take its course' . That's mainly why I'm in this state until now. Because nothing is done. I left all to fate. And what have fate done to me? nothing. So.... back to square 1, nothing is done in my life!
Yes, i can't deny I'm upset with such small things again. Well, what i usually do is to read up on astrology or do personality test. K, i noe it's kinda strange, yet comforting isnt so? To actually have some 'things' to support you on what and why you're feeling in the manner. (I know... I'm plainly like this because I'm a virgo. Yea...and that's my character.) I guess I just need something or someone to tell me that "yes, it's perfectly fine. I'm still perfectly normal". An assurance from source would just be enough bring away all my doubts. But what ifs....what if one day that i'm no longer fine. (u noe what i mean) How would I really know when I'm unwell? The prolong...i say its emotion ruins hidden well within me, will it or has it numb myself away already? Look, no one know how I'm feeling and I keep on telling myself im okay im okay im okay..... so, what ifs???
well, enough of the day. Complicating virgo's thoughts. And i think my birthdate had something gotten do with me getting all e 98% traits of it. 14th is like exactly in e middle of 23aug and 23sep. so....thats made me a perfect virgo! Duh, virgo are perfectionist. and I say it again, being a perfect virgo is tiring. TIRING. and when we don't get what we expected, we get emo. Oh well, as for why we USUALLY don't get what we expected is always because we set high goals for ourself and pay too much attention to little spoilt details. As for how come we paid too much unecessary attention to little things, because we're sensitive. Why are we sensitive? Because we're too much concern with our ownself being 'perfect' in others' eyes. and since human can't be perfect, we will all put on a nice facade to hide our true 'inperfect' self away. Then virgos shut away from human. In their own practical lalaland. be be 'perfect'. One thing to take note, as for why virgo refuses to do anything to their own screwed life is because they're extremely cautious and they refuse to take on e responsibility or risk that comes with it. If we don't dare to try, then how to get a 'perfect' life? See, how nicely everything linked up. DUH, VIRGOS. ==
sighs- I'm tired.
Better stop all the useless thoughts, get into bed and prepare to mug for another day.
Have been studying and studying for the past few days. Well... it's so unproductive. For someone who has not done a single tutorial nor pay attention in classes ever since she started the semester... well, it's already great that I'm still doing okay in grades, surprisingly. For 6mths, I just need to 2weeks to get through...how wonderful. How not it was because I know I can definitely do better. Well, I still don't know what is pulling me back from giving it my all to studies and well I don't think it's laziness in me or maybe it just can be sheer luck too.
What matters most to me?
really gonna sleep after I typed out this post... my brain is almost...dying
stupid me. Studied from 12pm all the way to 9pm and i really feel my brain exploding now
and all on law somemore.
i actually intended to stopped at like 5pm because I know my brain can't take it anymore. Wanted to ask my dad to fetch me home alread, then cath passed me e clubroom key last min. Which means that I gotta stay in school until trn ends. Sighs...stupid responsibility. Well, as much as i'm sooo tired alr.. i hate wasting time and forced myself to mug...and is a horribly LONELY day.
no law tutorial in e morning so lesson starts at 10pm only. Was expecting a crowd during the time... but then i realise e road is FREAKY EMPTY! no cars, no traffic jam and I'm like e only one on e 72 bus! efma tut was also empty with 1/2 e class missing. Even our last revision lecture feels empty! and my efma teacher went talking about her 发财梦 of 8million. haha
la... why no human??? cause it's 8.08.08!
Beijing Olympic, a day before national day, last day of school, 8m toto.
lols... and a whole list of events taking place on 8/8/08. See! EVERYONE IS ON HOLS MOOD!!! and i feel damn unfair to stay in school behind alone and mug for the coming exams==
I'm like e only one alone in the school STUDYING after 6pm la. The whole NYP closed down early for celebration. STUPID TKD FIGHTERS! WHY DID THEY WANNA TRAIN!?!
double yucks-
well, can't complain more. My life is still good and my position is much better than some... but, EWW still=.=
都是自找的。
hmm... i realised I just passed the 200 posts (=
Finally, my last and final Jap test is OVER. O-V-E-R!
I'm 99% sure that I fail my elective overall. Because I didn't even hand up the e-assignment and the e 3 assignment work at the end of the day which actually for like 30% of my overall marks...but sensei says NVM, no need hand up liao
as for today 60 mins e-quiz, I cannot read, cannot write, cannot listen! so much for the 6mths of lesson! Then I keep on looking into zehan's comp...lols, i thought he was slightly reliable than me XP
well, I should fail by right, but because I believe my sensei was too nice to actually fail any of us. Think she will moderate my marks at the end of the day== HOPEFULLY
nvm i cannot read, write or understand at the end of the day, it's a really fun 6mths learning journey actually! =)
Sodesu, Nihongo Sayonara! XDXD
here with a post again. I realise the more stress i get to, the more I tend to do unconventional stuffs like blogging and photoshopping. Have being blogging and creating an artwork almost every single day recently. AWW, say BYE BYE to my GPA 3. ==
I stayed up to like 430pm yesterday not because to study (though i have a book under the desk) but just to create a logo for YOG logo competition! (youth olympic game) I took up like 3-4hrs just for that small logo. And I'm still not satisfied with my work ...it's well obviously something created by a kid, I doubt I can win anything at all with that ugly thing, but i guess it's worth the try after all. Hey, it's YOG! hmm... the best part about it is that its something..i can say related to my course. I really want my pmes and classmate to congrat me for my achievements. Well, I think somehow the environment I'm currently in matters ... having top athletes in your course is just different. It's always announcement of breaking records, clocking personal best, representing whichever clubs, going to whatever tournaments etc etc
Seriously, all these are making me inferior. Because I'm practically NOTHING. Nothing in the course. Not excellent in the studies, neither excellent in sports. Just hanging in the middle of nowhere... Well, as I thought, design is the only (useless) thing I found myself practically not whining about and well having an edge over classmate. But not neccessary that I'm talented in it but just because i came across that earlier. Sports designing/marketing is in fact the more interesting stuffs which i might considered venturing in the future. Ok well...the whole issue in me is that I dunno what I want and I dunno what Im good in also.
but well...one thing for sure, I do want to be someone extraordinary instead of those far too common human out there. One thing why I choose not to take business mangement though i can get in, since I thought it was too bored and too broad. I guess I really want to be indifferent from others. which neccesarily might not be a good thing. That's why, if i really found what i want in life one day, like going oversea uni to pursue a degree; i really do expect my family to support me. I know I can understand my family's most important financial concern.. but well... I guess I talk about it next time...
what can i say about all this? Unpractical reality. Dream on, huiying.
suddenly, I really wanna go back to my secondary sch to see how my dustbins look like actually. hahaha... Well, I guess I should really start taking part in all sort of design competition or project because I want money! and also a good start (in case my family really object my aspiration to fly, I still have some backup..lols)
marketing tutorial. I swear... Johnny Chia survived in NYP till date because all his students scored well in exams. No, definately not that he's a good teacher. GOSH, it's because he gave us all the hint to exam! It....so direct to such extend that I considered it as a leakage== he took the qns paper to cls and told us the exact qns that would come up. I told cath/wenxin about my marketing tut too. I did try to hold back a little still..well, alr asked them to keep it confidential among ourselves. If nt ltr ppl complain.... BF so dead, im so dead, SW so dead...the whole business management is DEAD. gahhh..
backing up my crashing comp is completed! can sleep YAYSS!-
had a desire to blog even though i shld be studying now. Something just seems to be getting into my way. Can't concentrate.
am VERY BOTHERED currently. Am I need to rant, instead of being in the bed and think more.
It all started yesterday, a 5 random chat with mum was disatrous. Almost close to reducing ME to tear. Even I can't believe so either. I bet she didn't realise what she had just said had such a great impact on me. am very very very bothered totally by it now.
When my aspiration comes, I expect your to be supporting me. THE END.
The more I think, the more fed up I get.
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Ask yourself what have your supported me so far in? My support does not simply mean feeding me up and ensuring that Im sill living. Your don't care about my aspiration and even if your do, your cared in the wrong way. Did your advise me on anything before? Never.
you didn't took any steps to find out what I want and what's best for me either. While others children are all getting into learning knowledge. Your just leave me to rot with the TV and comp. I knew nth in life infact. Had I picked up a skill? Did I attend any classes? No, definately not enough... yes, I do blame your till date for not exploiting the potential in me since young.
and stop bloody reminding me that your think my course can't make any money. 1st, It's untrue. 2nd, your didn't advise in the first place, so shut up. 3rd, I won't EVER pick up childish suggestion such as lawyer, teacher and doctors that your gave. 4th, not my fault for not knowing what I really want because your did nth to help. 5th, will your be happier if i choose to drop out? hahaha. I will laugh.
Back to the point, even if your don't support me, don't stop me from doing anything I like. (like as if you can and WILL). So, just lemme do things in my own way when time comes.
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Shldn't be bothered by such stupid thing at the current moment. I should be aiming to get pass my final exam now... well, there's still a long time away from graduation at least...sighs-
It's 7-11 again.
应该是感到一点委屈了吧, 忽然觉得很多东西都是自找的
hopefully something is worth it at the end of the day...
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I'm repeatly listening to this song recently. See how songs reflect my state of mind==
達爾文
曲：蔡健雅 詞：小寒
我的青春 也不是没伤痕
是明白爱是信仰的延伸
甚么特征 人缘还是眼神
也不会预知爱不爱的可能
保持单身 忍不住又沉沦
兜着圈子来去有时苦等
人的一生 感情是旋转门
转到了最后真心的就不分
有过竞争 有过牺牲
被爱筛选过程
学会认真 学会忠诚
适者才能生存
懂得永恒 得要我们
进化成更好的人
我的青春 有时还蛮单纯
相信幸福取决于爱得深
读进化论 我赞成达尔文
没实力的就有淘汰的可能
我的替身 已换过多少轮
记忆在旧情人心中变冷
我的一生 有几道旋转门
转到了最后只剩你我没分
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