i am back!
okx...so did anyone thought that i am tt hardworking 1 studying whole day long?
lolx...
i think i am studying lesser n lesser this few days instead
i really glued myself to e books for e first week after farewell
yup...
until around last week
when i chiong finished 20hrs of goong in 3 days time!
meaning that 20hrs of studying is gone!
damn it...blame channel U for showing goong at this stupid time
serious addiction
i promised to continue more goong NG scenes after e exams!
i still wanna do well for 'o'!

short post juz to let everyone noe that i did not disappear k
hahas
why do ppl go countdown how many more days to the starting of exams?
making ppl more n more stress...hahas
ok...so let
countdown 20 more days to end of exam!
feeling better?

how do i spend my day?
9hrs of sleep when 1hr is used to count sheeps
3hrs for eating when 1hr is enough for me to finish all my meals
5hrs for relaxing when i juz stared blankly into the ceiling for 2hrs  
7hrs for studying when my brain is nt working for 3 hrs

i only used my 17/24 hrs of life per day
which mean that i waste more than 30% of my life per day
hais...saddening?
hahas

went for consultation for physic n bio which are conducted in e same cls
few people attended it though
fun? but not beneficial to me anyway
i tink i sld get my basic skill right before doing those super tough paper from other school
i just want a pass n not a A...lol
veda kinda pathetic cus everyone was crowding around mrs yeo while veda had to force jiawen n minjie to ask her questions
veda is a nice teacher jus tt she dunno how to teach?
hahas...
we sld be nice to her too in these last few days=)

so my grandma still came
hais..she gonna stay until my parents are back anyway
she do everything from preparing my breadfast to washing e plates to even washing e toilet bowl
ok..i feel bad
letting a old woman do those things which i am jus plain lazy to do
lolx...
toking bout how terrible e dinner she cook
she prepared some steamed egg 2day where she add so much sugar n milk
taste horrible anyway
n i still have to pretend tt it taste fine
so as to not make her so that disappointed..hahas
i remember tt everyone in e family had food poisoning on e new year eve after eating e lunch she cook...
hais...bless tt i dun get poison in these few days..hahas

all alone at home now
brother jus return to NS n mum n dad flew to Thailand for hols again
cus my dad manage to snatch e 88cents plane ticket from tiger airline again
lolx...they dun even care if there is a coup going on in thailand
they shall be gone for 3 day
meaning tt i had all e chores by myself for 3 days!
hais...n 3 days no free car ride to school
sianx...
my grandma said tt she cuming to my hse look after me
havent came yet...phew
i dun really apperciate her efforts though
i tink should be me looking after her instead
lolx...i guess she really gonna die of boredom if she came anyway
hahas...
 

doing sai kang during pe lesson
help arrange and packed food for recess
it is seriously not an easy task
wondering if lower sec really all tt hungry
ordered some much food n make us confuse
it kinda fun?!?
not really though
jus tt we got to skip a bit of lessons, tok a bit of craps n play some lame games
hahas=)
ok...so my day in school ended like tt!
so fast...lolx
maybe i still choose to help out tml
cus i am a helpful student=)
lolx..
havent touched a single things bout maths
concentrated on my physic this few weeks instead
lolx...though its e subject which i dun intend to use in my L1B4
i think i should spend more time with my maths...
hais...but i gonna pass both subjects
with flying colour if possible
hahas...cya!

should be studying now
but i'm still on the computer!?!
hais...
stress frm studying+ air pollution+ unhygenic condition in my school mean that:
I gonna to be sick soon!
have e 'i gonna fall sick feeling' currently
oh...wth
so fucked up recently
hais...
totally hate my chinese result  B3
seriously hate it
it a big burden
n i cant do a single thing bout it
no matter how hard i work, it would still be a B3
wat the use of getting a A2 for my HCL still
i still have to use my english result considering that i dropped my amaths
i haf to get a A1 for my HCL which seem seriously difficult
maybe i make a wrong choice by not dropping HCL intially
perharp it might be easily off to get A1 if i continue with my normal chinese
regrets...but it is too late...hais...